There is only two choice.belive on idea  which ruling  existance . I WISH LIFE HAS A POINT,coming and disapearing for nothing

,man is  depressed when he is lonely .  like grief of homeland this is the pain of the soul.

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This is 2012.annahita has 6 years old .she went to school in arizona.every night i should tell her a story until she falls in sleep.one of this story was about creation  of human .i told her the koran version.god deside to creat human so he blows from his spirite to dust..and man kind came to the world.he askes all  angies to prostern to man kind but one refuses.satan.he said i have made from fire but man from the dus tso my kind is uper and i do  not prostern to man. so god tell to iblis : you are damn.and satan say  : i have my last wish so god telll hime what is that? iblis say i want to be free to desive man kind and show you his weekness. god accepted this request and said i belive in man kind.here annahita stoped me and said  dady this is like a game.i astonished and   i said to her: why is  a game? she said me : because  god say if  the people come to me i win and if they choose you so you win!!!!

What is the difference beetween some one who has a idea about the meanig of to be borne and to die with some one who has no idea in this matter?

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months ago i was in a rout in désert  of center ' south in Iran beetween tabass  ans eshgh Abad. There was no one .i drived and i thaught as Always to annahita.my daughter.when may i sée her again?IS it possible she thinks some Times about me? Thé i thaught about another subject:god if you exist you Can not be relative and with contradiction as i am.so i may Never bé able to imagine you or thé orizon of your mind.i had no answer but m'y car started to danse out of m'y contrôle.i came out alive.still i do not know what was thé cause of this accident but i felt a power that kept me alive.may bé for m'y annahita,to sée her once again.