With quantom speculation,I live simulantanously  in differents worlds and differents dimentions, may be this action never stops, so that means we never die. 9Aout 2020

19aout 2020.I ask a question again:if we believe in infinie possibility with out any direction ,how to convience ourself to love come and go for nothing?

 15august .today i think about cocordance in matter., how this mecanism works so well ?the idea of  whole nature can,t be only creation of man kind on earth.If that is the case what for we see so many other stars and galaxies?so it I can imagin

tierdness of lonlyness arrived to a explosion with some informations in the atoms ,or may be a mellody of lonly energy wishing to find another  reality to hear , misterieus si   is .free to inter prate for any inteligent person  this  as he .or she wish es be like the .message 

today iam thinking about what means absulut in man kind brain? Something that complete and doesn, ,t change or some thing may change?so i arrive to conclution that we may never understand the meaning of what is ideal,then how to direct our life in a so dark mattephysique has the same  problem.then til human understand we may belive our intution which can be also not so clear,in this case the condamnation is living with relative jugements that can be wronge time to time but only try possible with our structuer and surending brain.10 aout 2020 

it,s one month passes from entering Corona virus in iran.life is quiet different now,I go no where,while day passe to look at television or reading massaes in inter net or in best case studying book.this like being pint in chess.like when you have not car in United state.or when you have no money in iran.people are afraid and they get tired from such a limited life.moving,travelling and visiting each other is risky as this virus transfer easily.we don,t know until when this continues,we are 15 Mars 2020 right now.

{short-story}

Confess to desparation of this feeling that there is no chance to understand the truth is the bigest tragedy of human life in my view.

IF  RELATIVE WORLD EXIST AS A REALITY.Why absolut shouldnt exist?this is pure logic.

There is only two choice.belive on idea  which ruling  existance . I WISH LIFE HAS A POINT,coming and disapearing for nothing

What is the difference beetween some one who has a idea about the meanig of to be borne and to die with some one who has no idea in this matter?